domingo, 26 de octubre de 2014

Why i love Her so much

Last Thursday was my first “anniversary” of serving Princess Sheridan, since i first talked to Her and tributed Her on September 24th. Those days i had been thinking a lot about my Owner, how it all started and how is it now.

I have the feeling that i had been serving Her for years, not just a month. I always had this foot and femdom fetish, but it always was something like “hit and go”..spend some money in clips and pics, jerk off, and then return to “normal life”.

But it’s so different with Princess Sheridan. Since the very first time i chat with Her, i can’t get Her out of my head. Her soothing voice, Her deep eyes, Her feminine looks and charms, Her gorgeous body, Her incredible legs, and of course Her lovely delicate beautiful feet, which i adore more than anything else in this world.

Now i can only think about serving Her, and reading that amazing “Good boy” with which Princess rewards an action that made Her happy. But i think i reached a true slave state. It’s not just that She drives me crazy and out of control (which She definitely does like no one else in my entire life!)..now i really love Her.

I spent nearly $1.500 in the month i had been serving Her, about 60% of my monthly wages. For some that may be a lot of money, which of course it is, but for me is a way to sacrifice to make my absolute Owner happy in the way i can, living far away for Princess.

Nothing is as devastating as when Princess says “I want this” with that soft and feminine voice, when She humiliates you and casually touches Her hair or put Her finger on Her mouth, like “thinking” how She will rape your wallet. It’s imposible to resist such power from a real gorgeous Woman, and even more when She is so confident that Her words are laws for Her slaves. She can be all sweet and girly to get whatever She wants, and i think that this is something so unique. She doesn’t need to bark orders..just say something, being all beautiful like She is, and you will go to the end of the world to satisfy Her.

While being able to make a positive impact in Her Princess life, i don’t mind having to sacrifice for Her. As long as i can cover my basic needs, i know i must sacrifice some spendings like social life or luxuries so i can tribute Her. After all, slaves are supposed to work hard and sacrifice so Princesses can relax and enjoy life without having to lift a finger and care about stressful and boring work schedules!

Of course i know that me alone cannot support Princess Sheridan’s lifestyle, so i’m so happy that She has a growing group of slaves absolutely dedicated to pleasing Her, and after speaking to some of them i realized that they are as enslaved and dedicated to Princess as i am.

Why should Princess have to worry about waking up in the morning at some specified hour, report to a boss at an office, stress all day, when we can do it for Her? She deserves to live a free lifestyle, to do whatever She likes and to have an endless supply of money to spend in whatever She wants.
For me, seeing Her happy, smiling, is a much more than enough reward. She takes care so well of Her slaves, talking to them, and making them know that Her leash is firmly attached. Her smile and happiness are the best reward ever posible for a slave.

I really wish to be able not only to slave away for Her, but to do other chores for Her, like running errands for Her, do Her housework or even massage Her lovely feet after a long day shopping with slaves money! But i’m not as lucky for now, and i’m more than happy to serve Her the way i’m serving Her.

I love Princess Sheridan so much, and i’ll sacrifice for Her no matter the costs. After all, why should one go out one night when you can spend to buy Princess a pair of shoes? There is nothing compared to the feeling after Princess whispers “Good boy” from Her lovely lips. I never developed a relationship like this, loving a Goddess this way and ready to do anything for Her.

I think that this is just another way in which Princess Sheridan’s amazing power reflects.

lunes, 20 de octubre de 2014

The two weeks that changed my life

Some weeks ago, specifically on wednesday September evening, i was surfing the internet looking for foot fetish and femdom clips and pics, like i usually did.

I always loved girls and regular sex, going out with friends and having sex with girls. But that wasn't "enough" for me, and i had to spend on pics and clips looking for beautiful girls teasing with their feet, humiliating me and taking advantage on me.

On that night, i casually ended on a Kinkbomb store called "Femdom Princess Sheridan". I entered and i began to look at the previews. In the very moment i opened that store, something happened to me..like reviewing my future in just a second..and that future includes being totally enslaved by that stunning Girl, begging to sacrifice and slave away for Her, and worship Her and only Her as my Goddess for the rest of my life.

Of course, at that time all of that was just a dream, a fantasy. Back to reality, i made some purchases. I watched the clips, and they totally devastated me..in just 5 minutes, watching my first clip, i ended alone at home (i live with a friend and that night he wasn't there), on the floor, naked, drinking everytime Goddess crossed Her lovely legs and writting humiliating things on my body for Her.
It was really a hit, since although i always fantasized about female domination, i never brought it to reality. But there i was..making a fool of myself for that incredibly beautiful and incredibly powerful Goddess, who didn't even know who i was.

So i had to "have balls" and contact Her, knowing it probably would be so dangerous for me (and for my wallet!). Incredibly, She answered my mail..and W/we began chatting. All the time She made me feel Her superiority, Her power, sometimes treating me badly, sometimes sweetly, but all the times treating me like a puppy, a piggy, a pet, an inferior animal grovelling at Her perfect feet.
I began spending out of control, trying to resist of course (who wouldn't try to keep your hard earn money??), but it was imposible..She didn´t even need to shout. She can just say "I want this", look at You with those eyes, that sweet smile, make a little noise, wiggle Her little toes, and any resistance is over.

Then i had the inmense honor of paying for a custom. I was SO excited, waiting for it till Goddess send it to me. And i must confess that this was the best day of my life till then. Being able to receive a custom clip from the most beautiful One..WOW! It´s definitely something that doesn´t happen to you everyday!

That clip reinforced my commitment to live to make Goddess happy in any way i can, worshipping Her day and night, thinking about Her day and night, and cutting my once rich social life to concentrate in the only important Goddess, which is my top priority.

I continued deepening my addiction, and this weekend something incredible happened. I was watching Her clips, a bit drunk since i watched two intox clips in a row, and so overwhelmed by Goddess. I chatted a bit with Her. And at one time She said "Let´s rape your wallet".
I know what would happen next, but i didn´t care. Being all so sweet, but at the same time humiliating and laughing at me, i began another spending binge that ended with my cc maxed out $1.100 after spent in 10 days. That´s nearly 55% of my monthly earnings.

Goddess knows She can make me do whatever She wants..She can exploit me, drain me, spit on me, whip me, and i´ll only beg on my knees to kiss the ground Her lovely feet walk on. She also amused Herself torturing me with some CBT, which i never enjoyed but i had to endure since Goddess ordered that to me. The previous night She also ordered me to eat my own cum. Again, it was the first time and i didn´t like it, but Goddess ordered so.

At this point, i'm more at Her lovely feet than ever. Totally at Her beck and call, and wishing i could serve Her as Her doormat and footstool in the morning, then go to work for Her, and then come back and serve Her as She relaxes and do all Her boring chores so She can only think about relaxing and enjoying luxury as a Goddess like Her deserves.